Today is a bittersweet day. I am so excited that I have a second date with this AMAZING guy, but I also want nothing more than to be curled up in a little ball crying because it’s the 12th anniversary of my cousins death. This girl was my hero and best friend. She always knew how to make me feel better about myself. She may have made some bad choices, but because of those choices she made, I have never once touched drugs, and I really never plan on it. I know Jodi is watching over me, and is so proud in all that I have accomplished. I wish terribly she was with me this morning, helping me get ready for my date. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t wish she was still here.
So my love life is just non existent.
Ex boyfriend 2 is a psycho, and I’m actually pretty happy we are no longer even on speaking terms.
But ex boyfriend 1. He is a horse of a different color.
We have been very off and on for the past 3 years. And today I find out, not by him but by his mothers Facebook, that he moved 5 hours away. Never had the guts to tell me himself. I always knew he wasn’t the best guy in the world, but to just leave and to not tell me when I asked, is just sorry.
However, everything happens for a reason. And him being out of my life for good, seems like a pretty damn good thing.
Getting dumped the day before Valentines Day… 😒
Oh well, on to better things 👍